sailing in the sea of left behind

moved

2006-10-26T17:34:00.000-07:00

I've sort of moved, but when i get too sick there i'll move back. Its a xanga.
http://xanga.com/asleekexpress
Yeah, i think the name's quite cute, though it doesnt really make sense. HAH, anyway the red nano is so nice. Yeah, i guess i'll be blogging there more often!
TATA!

YOYOYOYO

2006-10-10T04:15:00.000-07:00

Yo, there's two days holidays. On sunday, went early to study for last paper. hot as fcuk -.- Rubbish man. HAHAHA. Yesterday was a monday, after my last paper, i went to Cheryl's house with clique - Shyan. Had loadsa fun in the gym, playing tennis, soccer and Basketball. It was all fun. (: (: Then at around 4 i left for town to meet Clara and Genelle. Went to Kap for dinner. SAW Pam, and she desperately wanted to know sth. EH EH?? HAHAHHA. But despite me not wanting to tell her, zhirong did. -.- Today i went to school at 9 with Fifi, Felicia, Genelle & Steph. Played Netball. There's no school today but we went. HAAH, then went town with Genelle and Steph then KAP. Gayle came over. HAIIIII. Kinda boring today
TMR WILL BE GOOD.

I"M HAPPY WHOO

2006-10-07T08:35:00.000-07:00

HEY! I just won Sarahteo in 7 Hand poker! After giving her so many chances. HAHAHAHHA. (: Yeah, it's fun playing with her! (: She's sending me a happy song now. I cant wait for next week. Like totally! HAHAH i'm gonna be sucha busy woman! Monday to friday booked. END years are gonna END. I'm so happy. But the papers weren't that good so. :( Lit sucked. History was ok. The rest sucked. Cheer up Jolena, i still love you. Yeah, there's church tmr! Shar's birthday is coming soon. I cant wait to touch the ball. The netballl. I cannnnttt wait. I need new shoes, totally. Mine sucks. I know Santhiya agrees! I swear she's super funny (: Okay gtg. So there!

Hmmmm!

2006-10-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

Today's the church carnival!! HAHAH it was fun, Crystal and I were Barbie Dolls, and Asher said we looked like -. HAHAH, yeah anyway, it was fun welcoming everyone! AND the others were funny too, like beaver, dhino, flintstones and some family mascotts. Yeah, Charissa did our hair and it was nice (: We even put fake eyelashes. Yeah, and then during youth we went in that way looking like idiots. Service was good! Yeah, then CHANGED OUT and played passes with Rachel and Sandra! It was fun. And the youthnet people were on the titanic and it collapsed. It was indeed funny. They were all snapping the pictures.
On Saturday, went for tuition then went to do art at Expo Hall 2's Coffee Bean oh, with crystal. Then we went for Carnival Rehearsal at Hall 9. It was really fun. Then stayed till 7+ and left for home. (:
On friday, hmmmm oh went for tuition then kap. Did lotsa work and went off at 745. AND GUESS WHAT, there's Higher Chinese paper tmr then going to study again. ARGH, i'm just so tired. And i want to change my blogskin. I revamped my comp a bit. (; It's cool now (: Too me lah. Yeah, and i think i gtg sleep now, so yeah. Loser balloon!

OMGIHADAGOODDAY

2006-09-27T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hey, today i didnt go to school. I wasnt feeling too well in the morning so i decided not to go. My body was aching all over anyway. Yeah, so i studied at home then went to take 174 to the Tanglin bus stop to meet Steph and Genelle to go Kap. Then when i got off the bus, Huiching, Jeslyn and Laura got on. HEHEHEHEHHH. Yeah, then in the end Gayle's dad sent us there. I studied. Joe looks like Eugene! Oh God. HAHA. Yes he does. Mark was being - as usual. HAHAH. Yeah, then Sarah and Siewling came. It was a good day. (: (: (: AHAA. Tmr i think i'd better study in schooooool! Then go kap to eat, then go home. Lazy. I need my consultation tmrw. Damn. I just want PE tmr! HAHA.

omgsiao

2006-09-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

Today was kinda fun. Went to Kap, again. Studying was pretty fine. OMG we saw this GUY wearing the Crescent Track and Field Windbreaker! LIKE wth. Who's boyfriend manzxzxzxzxz. HAHA. Yeah, it was funny staring. But we knew he saw so.. HAHA. Yeah. Was there with Clara and Genelle. Omg i dont know how paiseh we can get. Sigh. Soon after, sam vivian and sarah came over, ate and we all left. (:

HAHAHHA

2006-09-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hey, there was church today. It was fun, studied with crystal at Coffee Bean, i walk until my leg was falling apart. Damn, yeah. Caught John Tucker must die just now, it was pretty good (: HAHA, go watch it!!! (((((: Its super funny. Nikki's a loserrrr! (:

AHAH

2006-09-23T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today is a productive day. I studied pretty much. Just watched the Liverpool VS Spur! Liverpool played okay! HAHA 3-0. Not bad, Joanne's Finnan not that hot, but okay. HAHA. (: Yeah, on thursday, went to study at forum with sijing. It was KIND OF productive except for the fact she was stoning 1/2 the time. There was this guy, damn funny. Macs like his house, he got stacks of books, eat sleep go toilet anytime he wants. HAHA damn funny. Yeah, yesterday i went to Kap after i went home after school. HAHA, yeah met vivian, sam, pam, sarah. They helped me with my science. I still dont get my science. I saw the --- guy. But they dont think he is, damn. Then went to join Shermin, CLARA! and feixin! HAHA, we studied A BIT. HAHA. Yeah, too much man! (my favourite line) Shermin kept laughing -.- That one sot ah! Yeah left kap bout 730 and went to Changi Airport. Sent Angela off! She's going to London!! Same as Mr Lee, i'm really gonna miss her and all! Yeah, i better sleep now, going to study at bean tmr! Expo is not far from Orchard. -.-

Thanks for that day.
I really enjoyed talking to you, i'm serious.

Crazy weeeeek

2006-09-20T05:36:00.000-07:00

I cut my hair but no one thought so, grrr. It always happens! HAHA. Yeah, but Ivy did! HAHA love her. Anyway, on monday i went to kap with shyan, chengyee and gang. It was fun. I studied quite a bit and on tuesday i went to kap again. Met Sarah and Vivian there. Then Sarah's friends came over, they were really funny. Yup, then theyre friends all came over. Studied A BIT then went home. Studied for Science test and slept, woke up and studied again. Hai, i went to KAP again. This time i went with Feixin, Steph, Gen(ifer)!!, Genelle, Ollyvia, Jingyi, Jolene, Shuping. WAH. Yes, gen overslept!!! Damn her. HAHA, but steph calls her Genifer and i think its pretty nice. Then steph's new thing is so superrrr cute! Sam and Pam went too. Sam saw ------- &-------. Thats super unfair. HAHA. Then she happily embarrassed herself! HAHA loser!! Kidding la. Then i know Pam's secret! HAHA. Funny man. Then Sarah and Siew Ling came to eat only, i was busy on friendster. HAHA. Thanks Nikki for teaching me bout the Chemicals but i'm still not very clear. Maybe stay back another day for help? HAHA. Studying tmr IN SCHOOL with Ms tan (: HAHA she suprisingly remembered. Yeah, i better start. Mr Li/Lee is going to leave and i'm very very very sad. Pray he doesnt go!!! He got me interested in Merchant of Venice! GRRERRERRRR. Gtg now! Take care.

2006-09-15T03:20:00.000-07:00

Today was kind of boring. BUT Yujie bit my hand, damn her man. It was damn bloody painful and all i did was to scratch her. (: AHHA. It was a rainy day and i love them. I feel lazy. But i really really studied very very hard for the chinese test today. It was fine. Then, had science! Chem's getting tough & at the same time interesting. Kinda love it. Then after school had House comm meeting and then i went to eat with Nikki and we went to the library for a short while then left for home. Ahhh, i'm getting sleepy. Going to cut my hair tmr and then tuition then meet crystal. Oh i forsee tmr will be a good day. I'm having sore thighs, all the Netballers. Addy got a new bag!! Like finally Bro. But its the same as Grace's!! HAHA. Yeah i feel like sleeping now. So there!

Training was goody

2006-09-14T05:14:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day, i think. HAHA, i totally forgot that there was PE today. Totally okay, so i wore fbts, i'm sorrry. Yeah, anyway the first two literature periods were awakening, i didnt feel like sleeping at all! Mr Li/Lee is good. HAH! Yeah, pe was fun!! Then Dnt i was paying attention. HAHA then english was okay. I did my renowned saliva thing until it was pretty long and Hui wei and Jeslyn screamed!!! They thought it would drop and all, but chill guys, i can suck it back!! HHAHA, so everyone turned back. HEH. Lit Mass lecture was great too. I love Lit, suddenly. HAHA. But elective will do. HAHA. Thanks Lynette for your tablet, it was great, using a so cool tablet, but i had to walk back to your class, damn you. HAHA, but thanks dear. (: I cant believe what you told me still. HAHA, sorry man. Yeah, then Ms Cheong didnt come down, but thank God Ms Chan came down, looking hot and sexy. HAHA. Yeah, many thanks! Training was fun, did 15 suicides, which wasnt that killery. HAHA. Supposed to be 30, but Iylia changed her mind. But who cares, haha. We did 100+++ star jumps, you have no idea how much my thighs hurt now. HAHA. Hurts badly. And genelle, i'm very angry i didn't get to see - today. DAMN the damned lift. HAHA, okay i better learn from Sijing and go study study. There's chinese test tmr!!! I'm going to study it now. I will do well okay!!! And we have a plan for Mass Run tmr XD We're gonna rear run. Coolio. HAHA. Christie, you'll love tmr. (: I mean it
XOXO,
Denise

2006-09-12T04:15:00.000-07:00

I hav this bump in my mouth that i keep accidentally biting onto. Damn painful. Training was fine on monday, healthy 25 rounds. Just that she got me so freaking pissed! Like zomg. Cant she freaking just!!!!! Okay chill man. Yeah, anyway besides that, i was feeling great. Yeah. Today was a good day except mass run. Tuition after school, and back home. Bored la. Nanthini found out sth shocking. HAHAHA, that loserrr!

Thini

2006-09-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

Today is Nanthini's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I went to town at 9+ to try my luck at the shops, hoping that a shop will be opened so i can buy her present. Sorry Sijing! None was open till 10, so i stood outside isetan, rushed in at 10 grabbed a cool thing and cabbed down to delta, i got a cake too. Omg my money. Then fatin's friend called me a beanpole, wth man. But she called christie a bimbo. HAHA, yeah after that i went out with Christie. We caught Monster House, it was kinda okay la!! But if i really manage to drag Sijing along, she'll just kill me for wasting her money. Haha, yeah then after the show, we went to Zara again. HAHA, we just love that bag, we're so getting it. I want their belts and everything. Haha. Yeah, then went home and studied not very hard, did lit essay and some science. Good Day la! HAHA, stupid Christie, forever copying me. HAHA, i yawn she yawn, she say contagious, fine, she yawn, I NEVER YAWN. Wah, contagious. HAHA. Then i wear blue fbts she copy. Nvr mind la, i forgive her. HAHA. Okay gtg sleep.

2006-09-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY WAS STEPH'S BIRTHDAY & Weiling.
TODAY IS HUIWEI. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI!
It was fun, damn fun. Steph's suprise party. Successful man BROTHER! Hi fives with Adeline and Iylia! It was damn fun, steph was happy and all. I was happy too, treasure hunt was -.- okay. HAHA, cycled all the way out of watten estate with Nerd. Hahah, loser bike kept spoiling then that stupid boy couldnt fix, the slopes up sucked big time eh nerd? HAHA. Yeah it was fun la, after water bombing we all went in, smacked at iylia, then me feixin and steph went to the guest toilet at the carpark to bathe. We locked the whole toilet to ourselves, and had a GOOD time in there, spoiled sauna and all(figure what we did) Yeah, then Addy joined us, we danced our famous dance. HAHA. Then chilled till 830, i cabbed home
Today, was a freaking freaking good day.
HARD TO EXPRESS MY FEEELINGS TOTALLY
I just know i love my teammates, will treasure them, and will make sure my studies go up up up too.
We met at city hall at 8, we left there when everyone came and went to EAST COAST PARK, ate at macs then went to the seaside to get ourselves wet, playing 5 min of frisbee and water monkey and on land and we had a shallowest to deepest game. It was fine, then went to bathe, then went back to macs for lunch. Saw Jerald and Perry suprisingly. Yeah, then went off to tanjong pagar MND building for a course on Balancing studies with sports. I really expected it to be an auditorium with screen and powerpoint, but NO, it was only us, with Coach Gabe and Mr Ray, we had a great time. We really knew more about ourselves, and i must really committ myself. Teammates, I'll always be there for you guys ok. I cried, it was pretty touching and all. He shared bout his life story and told us our profiles based on our truthful survey, i felt it was kinda true and all, but i feel that i'm not doing good enough. I am result orientated and i wanna see it, not just think bout it and all. But on the whole, i wanna always do my best in all. Whats more top 16 is gonna be chosen on monday!
TMR IS BITCH THINI'S BIRTHDAY. LOVEHER TOTALLY. (whatever loserr)

Bitch outing

2006-09-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

Hey haha. I had tuition in the morning. It was fun, amanda was crazy la. HAHA, yeah then went to town to meet Christie. I missed her bus by a bit, damnit. She saw someone that she wanted to stalk, but but but cos i was one step late, we lost her. My fault. Haha, sorry man. Then we went to Pacific Plaza to see her Paul Frank stuff, their kids clothings were rocking. Haha, somehow the same but 3 bucks cheaper. Then we went to Mango. Found a really pretty dresslike shirt, its 45 bucks, pretty red and black stripes. The cool colors man. Saw nice bags. (: Then went to wheelock place to eat. After that we went to Zara and we saw cool kids stuff. I think we feel kiddy today, she's small, i'm skinny. Haha, miss our childhood days, she bought a pretty belt, and i made her credit me, heh. We went to topshop and saw nice stuffs too. Yup, then after a while, i left for a mysterious place and it was fun. I love tmrw. Stephanie and Weiling's birthday. Love ya guys to the core.

Paris

2006-09-05T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hey, gen sent me this really funny chain mail, i dont usually do those BUT its okay, it seemed fun, or maybe i was just bored. Got home really early today like 1+ 2+ there, i felt abnormal. (: Went for a run, then baked cookies. They were coolio, but sister kept critisising them. :( Its for lotsa people. (: Yeah anyway training was tiring and fun yesterday. But is all our drives still there? Hopefully. Thanks Krystle for you know what. (: HEH nice gift. Yup, my week is so packed and STUPID IYLIA doesnt want me to go on friday. But i know she secretly wants. HAHA, yeah i changed all my tuitions for that. Its gonna be fun, so super fun. HAHA. Thursday is Steph and Weiling's birthday. Dont know what to give them, and this saturday is Nanthini's birthday. Whoohoo. That bitch! HAHA. Yeah, going out with Christie soon, sorry Thini and Sijing, i'm really busy this whole week unless SATURDAY! Yup, gotta start my work soon, Huiwei has finished her 3 lit essays. Damn, i better start soon, and learn to like lit or else Weiling will start her intellectualness about Pure Lit. Wont you? HAHA. Okay gtg!

Cos i had a bad day

2006-09-02T03:11:00.000-07:00

The photos. ((:

1st Sept!!

2006-09-01T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hey! Today was like really fun!!! HAHA, went to the science centre with Weiling and Genelle. There are so many superduper cool science facts that i didnt know. -.- HAHA. Yes, and my blogskin auto changed back, my tablet's going crazy. Damn. Yeah after science centre, we took a 52 min train ride to Somerset. We thought Ming Yiu said Cathay as in Cineleisure, but no, he meant The cathay, so after that we went to The cathay. Yeah, then walked to plaza sing, then watched devil wears prada with Genelle, Weiling, Ming Yiu and Enshen (sorry christie) Yeah, then i rushed off to my dad's office. Yeah, it was fun. The fish sweets were really nice. HAHA, that it finished so fast. Thanks to. HAH. Yeah, anyway, have a good trip Ben. He's going to England wth. Yeah, game tmr with bukit panjang then going VIVI's house. Its gala tmr. Nanthini is happy, aint you. AHHA. Yeah okok bitch. HAHA. Well, since there's a game, i ought to go sleep now. (: Night dudes.
* Pics will be uploaded when weiling blogs, &&& Sorry shyan!

HEY!

2006-08-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

30th Aug, 8:38pm
Hey! I havent blogged in a long while. Waas pretty busy with practically everything. I failed my dnt. Damn, i hope its not counted, seriously. AHAHA. Oh anonymous, who are you? HAHA, thanks for loving me. (: HAHA. Anyway, uh yeah, went to town with steph, addy and feixin. Were crazy playing table soccer, like physco. HAHA, however you spell it. Yeah, and and and i cant wait to watch monster house, why wont nanthini and sijing just LIKE CARTOONS. HAHA, oh well. I realise i really gotta buck up for my work. It sucks to the core. Yeah, studying coming up! Only lazy ppl like Christie dont study, that girl ah. I still think what happened yesterday when you guys were on the bus was paiseh. AHHHH. HAHAH, but i got my text! My sisters! HAHA, yeah gtg. Sleepy as usual. Damn.

Good day

2006-08-24T05:10:00.000-07:00

Omg, i'm listening to forever more, and its so wonderful, so so wonderful, meaningful. HAHA, yeah. Today was a fun day. Genelle's hair is crazy. haha, 41 pins!! Siao ting tong. Had team talk among sec2s. I hope you guys will drive to strive and keep improving, for the two upcoming matches, we BDIV can do it. But tmr i'm gonna settle some stuff first, DAMN. Yeah, had sakae buffet with candice and shyan. So full. Saw Mrs heng!! AHHA. We laughed till shyan vomitted out her soup which consisted of saliva, salmon, contents of miso soup. It was just GROSS. HHAA. Yeah gtg!

2006-08-23T05:07:00.000-07:00

23/08/06
20:04
Hey, i realised my blog doesnt show the date and time, oh well better still i type it out myself. AHAH, school was fun that the fact i didnt sleep in class. AHHA, yeah, i mean lessons were interesting today. Everything SEEMED. And the fact that i was also looking forward for my recess with chicken satay (: HAHA, it was good. Wanted to play bball with sun BUT when i wanted to play they ended. Yup so went up to play netball with rachel fifi feli and candice. So hot. Damn. Yeah then had a fun time during lit. I swear he's damn funny. Yup. Then discussed in class bout the lit project then went off for tuition! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTABEL! The stupid christie went over FOR THE PIZZA. And gave me a few bites. Wah lucky today christie no energy ah. Hahah. Yeah, tuition was good. Completed two papers. GOT BACK AT YUJIE TODAY! Yay. HAHAH, she die ah! SHITHEAD.

I'm living my whole life for Jesus

2006-08-22T04:20:00.000-07:00

Hey! Today's drama as fun, okay literature is fun, if i freaking stop using the internet in class. Well, it WAS boring. Hahha. Today i slept during math, me and candice. We siao ting tong one. HAHA. Then english was interesting. I like games english. AHHA. Yeah, then during recess the STUPID yujie went to slap my face and when i chased her behind the pillar i slipped and i fell, hugging the dustbin. She'll die, sooner or later. HAHAHHA. It was really painful that i teared! Goshh. Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYDIA! Smile more! Yeah, drama till 430, then went to town with hazel. (: Yeah, walked a bit, then ate then went home (: She's one cute friend. Thanks. Yeah, i hope i dont fail my math. Hopefully. HAHAAH, and i hope our History does well, so much effort okay!!! OMG. HAHA. First time. Yeah, there's tuition tmr so i better go catch up on the work. So there!

OMG THE PICK IT UP ALBUM IS SO GOOD, that you guys have to pick it up at the store! AHHA. (:

2006-08-19T04:52:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY HEY! I changed my layout! Thanks to Grace! HAHA, but i guess i'll be doing more editing and everything! Anyway, had training today, combined cos Ms cheong couldnt come down. Immediately after training, candice and I cabbed down to Bugis to meet Fangying and CRAAZY jolena for project (: We didnt expect ourselves to be such a good girl AHHA. Jolena can go and die, this dont know that dont know. AHHA, then we spent a super long time at the library, going up and down. HAHA. Yeah then we went to get the materials and then ate. (: Went to SRC to shoot with Candice. Supposed to meet steph before her thing, to see her in her oufit. BUT BUT BUT she was late, so cannot. So went home. Had a fun time at SRC. Saw this hot tennis player, oh whatever. Yeah, gtg! There's church tmr! (:

2006-08-18T04:59:00.000-07:00

Hey, today's school was fun. I mean lead running was pretty okay, just that it would have been better if sijing agreed to swop. (: But anyway, went to serene to study with Weiling, Peichun and Genelle. Saw Addy and Steph at the bus stop then they supposed to go out, then last minute never. Funny buddys. One briget. HAHAH. Yeah, studied kinda alot and it was a fun time, solving math sums and everything. Yeah, training tmr, and i bought a pretty belt from my sis's friends shop. Yeah, anyway gotta go fly out of the house!

Fun day

2006-08-16T03:03:00.000-07:00

Today was a fun but not so fun day (: Cabbed with genelle as usual. Stayed in class to rush up History. But since Ms Azrina's on her honeymoon, i completed in the two free periods. History's rather easy to score, but i really dont know if i'll be able to cope with ss geog and history next year, so maybe not. :( After recess, had chinese and i was planning to sleep, when joanne and nanthini came -.- HAH. They wanted to borrow my tablet, then i thought wah what thing so important, they seemed pretty anxious, so i faster lend. Then they sit at the stairs next to my classroom, hell no wireless losers. AHHA, then they shifted, to right beside my class, then at the back door. So i went to the toilet and ask them what they doing. Guess what? Checking movie timings. -.- HAHA. But anyway they were sweet enough to make me this little sth. Yeah, then when the bell rang, they went back. HAHA. I entertained them with Doc Hudson Cars toy. HAHA, meant for steph and addy. But they just rolled it back. Then i also gave lipstick, white one, to draw on hand. It was from the Planetshakers goodie bag. (: After school, ate 4 curry puffs, then the last one that stupid shyan asked me to buy then ran off with wei, so i kindly gave it to christie, THAT STUPID WHATEVER PIG. So small still hit my everywhere. Her face at my butt, kiss my ass. HAHA. Then i went off for tuition. Then miraculously there were lotsa wirelesses, so logged on during tuition. But i did lotsa work today. So as i was on 190 home, i passed paragon then heeren, and guess what, i saw a small girl, and one bigger. Christie's the small one, Sonia's the bigger one. HAHA, then she thought i stalked her -.- HAHA. Going to do history project on sat, study on fri (not for d&t) HAHA. Yeah. Stupid enshen actually lied about him having a damn watch with internet and can store food. I was stupid enough to believe him, damn. Anyway, the pretty thing Nan and joanne made for me (: Oh yes, thanks shi han for the Aldo shades.

PLANETSHAKERS ROCKED

2006-08-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG, planetshakers rocked! Like totally. We waited their arrival in suspense. AND THEY STOOD IN FRONT OF US, it was totally cool. My whole church was filled up. I was jumping till my knees were painful. It was a bit too quick. But i loved the whole thing. I HOPE EVERYONE did (: Jump around was good. EVERYBODY JUMP AROUND IN THE HOUSE OF GOD! HEY HEY JUMP AROUND. Enshen's gang and Addy's gang went. But i could only see addy after the whole thing. Too short brother. (: It totally, rocked. Although i couldnt go today, their going to be down for our worship tmr. THAT"S HOT! AHHAHA. (:

Fun day

2006-08-08T03:48:00.000-07:00

Its national day today. WHOO. HAHA. School was okay. (: Sat with sab, michelle, joanne, jingyi, steph and addy. At the 3S3 row. Oops. AHHA. Yeah, and the clappers were really nice to smack with. (: we kept smacking everyone. AHHA, then the stupid yujie! She kept slapping my face, till i scratched her. HAHA. Yeah, then i KEPT losing during scissors paper stone, so my poor face. Had a lil hand shape. And sijing still ask me not to bully her friend. Tsk. (: Anyway, went to marina with joanne, jeannette, jingyi, jolene and steph to watch click. Saw joanne senior. (: HAHA. After reading weiling's blog, about the post with the picture which said " I miss feeling close to God" Sometimes i really think so. I mean its like i'm having so much problems within me, but i really dont know who i can cry out to sometimes. Its really tough. Clara, i finally know how you feel.

God, help.

SHIT YOUR ATTITUDE

2006-08-02T06:41:00.000-07:00

I've finally seen your true colors. I didnt expect you to be like that. I thought you were just another innocent soul. But no, you are not. I'm so disappointed in juniors. Please reflect. This so isnt the way to talk to your seniors, if you dont wna be an outcast in the society. I'm sure. If you dont care, there's nothing i wna say. We're not as free, we have training. Dont expect us to do everything. Team talks dont work? Fine. Only for you? Or the team. Or is it only you that has attitude problem. Face it. Damn you. You just made us so angry and regretful of what we did to help. By posing a challenge. But freaking fine, if you dont care. Cos neither will I do anymore. Its to my advantage anyway.

Thanks enshen for the mighty to save album. Its kinda nice (: I cant wait for the planetshakers ultraviolet party. If anyone interested, tag me? HAHA. Yeah, AAD was good. AHA, all the sprays were fun. I love my team la okay. Yup, i watched pirates yesterday again, watched lady in the water today. IT WAS SO NICE. HAHAHA. Yeah right.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY POLLY!
Yup, fun time today with coach! HAHA, indeed. I broke the chawanmushi bowl. Today was forever hungry's crazy day man.
I love them.
Thanks steph bro and joanne (:

BE DIFF

2006-07-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hey! After so long, i'm finally back. I have been playing car game, blogging on xanga. HAHAH, that i abandoned this one. AHHAHA, but NO i'm back. Heh heh heh. AND SIJING! How can you call me ass. HAHAHA, why not ass hole. AHHAH, kiddding. Anyw, netball opened a stall tmr, BE DIFF!!! I cant wait!!! Went to joanne's house with jingyi, addy, steph, iylia and nikki! We baked a whole lot of cookies. They were nice (: Tmr is THE day. Arts awareness day. Come man!! HAHAHA, you can do your nails, hair, face, body! YEAH. AHAHHA. Okay i want to go prepare. So ther!!

2006-07-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

I didnt go to church today, cos it was my dad's birthday and stuff la. Anyway i realised my dad's birthday is on the same day as Athiyah's! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ATHIYAH!!!! Hahah, sorry i just came on so it has to be belated. HAHA. Yeah i think enshen matches genelle. AHAHHA. Yup. HAHHA, hazel doesnt look like enshen. HAHA. I think its damn funny though. And weiling's dead cos genelle and I are gonna kill her tmr. Watch out. HAHAH

Battle Of the Bands

2006-07-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

HEY. I just got home from battle of the bands. (: It was nice, the barker's perfomance was good. Like really good. Joyene's was not bad too! HAHAH. GO JOYENE's band. AHHA! Yeah, the atmosphere was kinda like there. Zoey was being a crazy idiot. Running across the stage in her heels holding them clapping. Her friend was crazy too. Swing what swing! AHHAHA. Vivian was being funny. AHHA. Yeah, then fy sent me home. It was a tiring day. Tmr got "closet". Cant wait to scream and praise the Lord. WHOOHOO

We were screaming:
Tell the world that Jesus lives
Tell the world that
Tell the world that

AHHAHAHAHAAHHAHA, it was hilarious.

2006-07-19T04:50:00.000-07:00

Today's school was not fun, but slack. AHH. I went for tuition after school then cabbed down to great world to meet aisah genelle ernie feli iylia rachel, we bought some bediff stuff then me and genelle ate alot alot. While they talked. So after that, we went off (me and nelle). Yeah, got lotsa homework today. AND AND AND, hockers won! WHOOHOOO. I love them 9-0 how great its that.
I want to go get my stuffs tmr, had a fun time being lame with jolena today. DAMN lame la i tell you, we played hangman, then to waste time, we did math sums out of the toilet. HAHA. We are sure lame. HAHA. Thanks han! LOVEYA!
I cant wait for tmr, to see your faces, damnit.

OMG OMG OMG

2006-07-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

HEY! I went to school today then i went out with teresa wong! AHHA, it was damn fun. We ate at galilee and friends then on the way out, we saw the singapore idol crew. DAMNIT, joakim was so hot, so we waited to take photo for ard ten min but they just walked into the theatre OMG. Teresa was like. AHHAHAHAHHAHA, damn funny, but we went to play table soccer and i won twice. LOSERRRR. AHHA. Then we went to get arty futty stuffs which are so nice. Yup, then we went back. Fun today! HAHHA.

2006-07-16T03:30:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERNICE. Hope you had your sweet seventeen yesterday!
HAHAHA today is bussy day. Went for tuition then rushed to church. AHHA wore nerd specs yesterday today and maybe tmr. HAHHA. I apologise to sijing for insulting her. HAHAHAH. Yeah anyway i'm so tired now. SO byebye!

Finally

2006-07-14T17:20:00.000-07:00

Oh finally, i'm back blogging. BUSYY WEEEEK. HAHAHA, okay i want to thank all you guys for making my birthday such a memorable one. LOVEYA! Yup, on monday, we had training. It was fun, but coachless. Yup, then after that went to town with germaise to get the paints and everything. It was fun eating our yoshi bowl. HAHA. Yeah, on tuesday, we stayed back for banner. It was funnn! Cos we did a really pretty banner. Thanks steph! But we still had one more to go. We stayed till 6 plus then left. I went to fish and co to celeb eewee's birthday! Hope she liked it, but obviously, she paid again. :( Yup, went home with my sis and slept really early. On wednesday! Same thing, stayed back for banner then rushed off for tuition. After tuition shuyi and i walked ard the sale areas. She got her pretty clothes from mango! And i had to rush home cos mom called. Yup. So went home! On thursdayyyyy, i stayed back for banner again! OMG i have no life. HAHHA, not as no lifey as yvonne and vivian. HAHA. Then at 5+ went to town with clara, my long lost buddy. HAAH, we ate pepper lunch then went home. (: Yesterday i had oral, no banner, hahah then went out with sab joanne and genelle! DAMN FUN. AHAHAH, i cant believe joanne lied through her teeth. HAHA, we went all ard looking for sab's watch and we freaking couldnt use the damn voucher. AHHAHA, then walked to nike then i got my bra. HOTSHIT. HAHAHAH. Yeah, and it was indeed disgusting seeing sijing EARLY in the morning, killing MY appetite. AHHAHAHA just kidding. I followed you to get drinks you dont complain ah! HAHAH, I GTG NOW! Going for a party tonight!

2006-07-08T06:03:00.000-07:00

I AM FOURTEEN, happy birthday to me. Thanks you guys, sry i'm in a rush to get off the comp but i love you guys, and thanks and i will name out each and everyone's name! HAHAHHA thanks you guys!

happy birthday to me!

2006-07-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

HEY, i'll be 14 in 2.56 hours. HEH HEH. Thanks nanthini, sijing, vivian and sister for my early bird presents. LOVE you guys, totally. Oh gosh, after one day out with nanthini, i'm beginning to talk like her, OMG. ahhaha, She is one crazy friend. I watched garfield and we had a lovers combo in a lovers seat. We saw clouds, right nan? AHHAHAAH. Yeah, we ate jap food! It was nice, i told you man. AHAH, then we went to the sale areas! HAAHHA. I can fit into 6-7 year old clothes. AHAHA, saw her friend then yeah went to city hall then home. Saw some familiar people. HAHAH. Fun day! Thanks nanthini!

2006-06-28T03:54:00.000-07:00

On monday, we had self trng. It was indeed tiring for the 3km run which ended with four suicides. It was suicidal. I was so tired. Went home myself and went to sleep. Yesterday, we had trng somewhere ( i dont want the teachers to read) AHHA. Yeah, it was REALLLLLYYYY bonkersly fun!! Near my house too, i went to meet mummy ar harbourfront for dinner.
I love spain, so much but they just had to lose. TORRRRRREEESSSSSSSSS baby
Today i stayed back to play scump, then had netball meeting then went home. Life's been boring so far. Supposed to go out with cuixia but that stupid girl going with her friends. Another time then, with cass. HAHA. So fun. Hmmm, I'm still grieving over spain's loss but i hope portugal will win england. YEAH!

2006-06-23T03:23:00.000-07:00

I went for a fun training today. How fun was that. AHHA. Yup, school's starting guys and my hw is still chucked to aside. Oh wells, there's onsite rehearsal tmr at expo, maybe picking rose up! (: I love rose. Hmmm, i went to marina to get my ZEN sticker then went to num to get feli a "all my friends are wild" shirt. It was nice, and expensive. SAD's giving it to her. (steph, addy, den) AHHAHA. Yeah, and she freaking didnt come today. :( So we're giving it on monday. Yeah, i went to queensway with genelle. I want the nike boys portugal jersey okay. Drats. Either the maroon/black. Oh please pretty please. HAHAHHA. I love portugal. I support spain. I think germany might win. But i think spain might too. AHHH. Cristiano ronaldo is so hot. I just found out a piece of not so shocking news. AHA. Gtg.

2006-06-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

Hey, talking on the phone to spider lily now. HAHAHA. She craps alot though. The plaza sing netball street carnival was KINDA interesting. The nike people playing, MAY played for hc apparently. GO MAY, hwee yi played too! ahhaha, steph genelle and i were like screaming that. We saw ms lin and ms cheong, steph eyes DAMN sharp. Met sandra and she was having a dance competition! HAHAH she's in the finals. YAY. Then church was fun! HAD training. Then yesterday, i went to work at steph's papa's house. IT WAS FUN, but tiring. Today, i went for tuition. BORING LIFE! HAHA. I miss training, whoooo. I think i'm in love with you and you. GOSH. Different sexes. So there.

2006-06-17T09:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I had a NO FUN training, practically NO training at all. It was raining, i just should have stayed for camp. So at 1030, i left school with sab and joanne, we went to town. I went to meet yvonne that suckkkkkkeeeerrrrr. HAHAHA. We ate at seoul garden, and these two girls sitting beside us were CRAZY MAZY. After eating piles of cockels, meat, prawns, they were like " later wanna go sakae? or kbox?" (in chinese) WE DIED LAUGHING. Are we mean, NO. AHHAHA. Then she bought me a nice but too big belt. SHITTY. HAHA, then we went in search for her bag and finally after changing cash twice and losing ten bucks, we got her num bag. The guys there are WHOOOOO. ahhahaha! LAME. Then i went her house, then cabbed home.
Today, i went to get a new watch, its coolio! (nan! HAHA) Yup, its suuppppererrr nice. My mom paid, then i went to plaza sing to watch the netball carnival. Saw ms lin, ms cheong, MAY! ahhaha and hwee yi! Hweeyi played well (: AHHA, tall ass. Yup, then steph and genelle and i went to yoshi to eat a damn waste $ power meal, i bought it cos of the scratch and win. HAHAH. My birthday's coming and i need $, clothes, $. HAHAHA. I still need approval for my party, hopefully. HAI. But yeah. Then after hanging ard at the match for a while, i went to meet my sis and her friend at city hall. Went to suntec to eat and went home.
Tired day. Gotta wake up at 645 tmr, crystal's picking me up for church at 745. GOSH, bye!

2006-06-13T05:58:00.000-07:00

LAST SATURDAY, i went to watch the NSL finals with genelle germaise and iylia. I met genelle at town first and we bought zara shorts. Pretty. Yup, then met up with them. STINGRAYS WON. Which is Tingjun's team. Germaise and I are just crazy oh well crazy over her! So here are the long waited pics germaise!

I'll upload the one with pearlin another day. I know i look bad in one pic. Dont laugh. HAHAH. The purrple jersey one is ting jun!! The green is huifen! THE WHITE IS MISS LIN! HAHHAHA. On monday, we had match with clementi town and bp. It was fun.HAHAHA. Had worship seminar after that. AND TODAY! There's a carnival training at tc. IT WAS FUN. ahhah!

CARNIVALS ON 25th june! Expo hall 10! 9-6! Seeya babes

2006-06-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

my battery is dying so i'll make it a fast one. AHAHHA. Yup, had training today and was fun! we're having a friendly with bukit panjang govt high and clementi town on monday. COME SUPPORT OKAY. ahhaha, hints there. OH man i really gtg. Sorry fans. HAHAHAH, i'm so kidding.

2006-06-07T09:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAECHELLE! (:
On monday, we had training! Before training, i went to queensway with steph, we went to ikea! We were pretty early cos of me, then no shops were open so we decided to sit in the kids movie room to watch tom and jerry we watched for a very long time admist the stares of the shoppers and other kids. Then i went to go get my sister's birthday present, a pair of nike shorts. Its nice la, she freaking couldnt fit. FATS. HAHHA. So i had to go change. Then after that steph and I went down for training, it was fun when miss cheong slammmed the balls, damn thrilling. WHOO. HAHAH. Then after trng went out with my aunt and sister, ate horrible jap food. horrible dessert, what else. I really want that $66 top shop light denim blue skirt, but no one will buy it for me. AHHHH, i got a new nike shirt! I wore it ytd it matched steph's bag. Its so nice.HAHH. Yesterday, i had tuition in the morning and then i went to lido with steph to watch she's the man! It was kinda funny la. AAHHAH. "girls with asses like mine, dont talk to guys with faces like yours" heh! So funny. Yup, then we saw sah and nelle so met up. AHHAHAA. What a joke. Yup then we went for fondue at coffee club, then walked ard, went ZARA, borders then coffee bean for drinks and cake. Fun day.
" I dont want you to misunderstand me, i hate it, i dont really care about that thing at all, if i do, i'll be worse so shut the comments to yourself"
Yup, i just cooked udon and some other noodles to bring to school later so me and steph can eat and save money after spending so much yesterday! Gosh. HAHA. Today's raechelle and seth's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS. We have trng later. Thats good news. HAHAHHA. Sijing! Practice piano harder man. HAHAHHAH. Pus! Yucks! HAHAHHAHAH
So there! BYE!

2006-06-04T17:41:00.000-07:00

On saturday, i was very very bored. So i decided to do my homework, but it was boring doing it at home and alone, so i asked genelle to come over to my house there the cafe to study. We accomplished quite alot. HEHEH. Steph was at sentosa, stupid woman. HAHAHA, call me monkey girl, go and die. HAHA. Yup, we spent bout 3 hours there and about 20 bucks as well. HAHAHA. We ate beef lagsane, 2 waffle sets with ice cream, a club sandwich and 3 glass of italian soda. WOW. I had to run home to get cash. HEH HEH. But they gave us a 10% disc cos we were regular there and we spent lotsa money there so whoo. HAHHA i asked tracy to go there eat she say breakfast today, then i was like 900 then she was SO SO shocked cos it was freaking early. AND SHE'S one dory head. HAHAHA. So we're still contemplating when to go. She's a sleepyhead. HAHA she needs her beauty slp. Yup, so yesterday i went to church, they sang KINGDOM COME!! Whoohoo!! Then went my dad's office, it just shifted, damn cool. AHHAH! I need to go get ready to go meet stephteo and have trng. ((: I'm going to queensway. HAHAHAAHA. BYE!

2006-06-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

Today was fun, training was good. HAHA, i played shooter. YUP, rose hurry come back okay!! And we went to eat crispy noodles, me nelle steph, then went to eat waffles and drink super nice italian sodas. (: HAHA. Yesterday was another good day. But i'm tired. So there!
THE PHOTOS! (italian sodas, me and steph (: )

FUN DAYS

2006-05-30T04:28:00.000-07:00

Today steph went to the cafe outside my house, to study. AHHA. I drank so many sodas. Steph drank coffee, WHAT A COFFEE DRINKER. ahhaha. The people were being exceptionally nice to us. HAH. We werent the only ones there la. So we chilled there for at least 2 hours. AHHA. Then she came to my house. Then we went downstairs to play netball when ther's training tmr. HAHA. My photo up there is steph in my class shirt ahahha. She damn jack. HEH. Then after playing she left. Yesterday i went to esplanade with aisah and genelle. Then we went to town and i saw the vivian bung. AHHAHA. Kidding la. Then we went queensway to repair my specs, but the uncle was like cannot already la. :( Then we went ikea, i bought boxes . (: Pretty ones. AHA. Rose's going to indo soon. :(((( LOVE YOU BROTHER! Tmr we MUST take lots of photos together! (: ME ROSE STEPH, i love you guys + me ahaha!

ROSE"S HOUSE

2006-05-27T21:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, steph me genelle went addy's house. Her name is rose la okay. HAHA. Actually aisah was supposed to go but last minute sth cropped up, so we went. We bought strawberries and chocolate for her. And i bought oreo wafer for nerd. (her younger bro) Yup, we had to wait outside her house at the guard house cos she freaking wasnt home. YOU GOOD. haha. Then we wait until want to die. We watched a walk to remember. Steph was noisy as usual. HHAHA, then we had dinner. Then steph rose and I were being damn damn crazy. We were dancing wildly. HAHHA. We were like " Bom bom cha cha bom bom cha, then we were like dont cha.. singing then we were chan mali chan" HAHAHA we sing sing until like 1234hi5! HAHAHA. Then nerd was like crazy. AHAHHA. Then genelle stomach ache so she didnt join in the fun. Then we went swimming. HAHA. It was fun. My specs broke. Depressing man. But that means i can get a new one. HHAAH. YEAH MAN. I'm getting mine before sam. HEH HEH. You lil autistic kid. (: Snake jogger. HHAHA.
Today! I was sick, thanks to the swimming. HAH. So went dad's office.
Tired, BYEBYE!

a pathetic clique outing (:

2006-05-26T07:20:00.000-07:00

Today school ended at 1030, i played human fooze ball at 1000. Yup, then rushed to meet shiny, cheryl, fangying and shyan, to go watch x men lll. Yup, it was good. At the end after the credits showed sth also. Thanks to shiny. We didnt really believe but we did. AHHAHA. Then clara louisa and celeste were in the same theatre so we waited together. We went to sembawang. THE CD SHOP not hazel's house. HAHA. Then shyan went with her friends then we went off, resisting the famous amos. AHHA. Then i went to heeren to meet clara and celeste. We went to walk around then went to Mac Cafe to eat my triple decker. Yup, then went wheelock then clara and I went home. (:

bored

2006-05-24T03:14:00.000-07:00

I haven't been blogging. HEH HEH. But now i'm! AHAH, went to support tracy with hazel at delta today after my photo taking and THEY WON!!! HAHAH. Phototaking was cool! Our plans to cover up the sec 1s failed. But who cares. Yup, my mom's rather pleased with my results so luckily. AND WE END SCHOOL AT 1030 on friday. I'm beginning to love the school. And there's practically NO school tmr cos its meet the parents session. There will be training though!! YES. HAHA. After ttalk ytd, i went with steph to pepper lunch and ate. And did work (did we), i guess we were all tired but nevertheless we... HAHAH ate. Yup, then i went home. On monday there was training with the new coach, she's kinda nice! HAH. Yup, OH YES. sj shits really fast. Like 5 min. HAHHH. Yup, i really dont know what else to blog about. So there!
Your reappearance after 2 days makes me go crazy

tanglin

2006-05-17T18:31:00.000-07:00

I got back my papers today.
I failed hcl and i'm so depressed
HAHAHA shit and tmr we're getting back more papers
Yesterday i went out with shyan and cabbed EVERYWHERE
I wasted money
ALOT
I saw a nice shirt and pumps
I want to get them
Okay i'm super crappy now
Coach's going to go, and i'm really sad. AHHHHHHH.
Tmr's a div matches then HEH HEH
I bought an extra grass jelly and i tried offering to ppl but failed so i gave it to christie. THANKS HAHA.
I played netball and crocodile, SO FUN. Zoey is lousy, very lousy. HAHAH
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GENELLE.
Hope you liked the present and the suprise
HAAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA
I shall blog soon

last 2 trainings

2006-05-11T05:20:00.000-07:00

HEY. Exams are finally finally finally over. HEH HEH. And i'm proud to share the horrible work i did on the papers. HAHA. Anyway, yesterday was a fun yet not so fun day. Sorry steph and addy. We went sgh after school then we ate crispy noodles which was worth ten bucks at my house there. It was good. HEH HEH. I sure live near sgh yup anyway then after that we went to town. I was pondering over whether to get my wallet and i didn't in the end. And shyan didnt get it for me today!! AHHHH, i'm so broke cos of that. Shit man. But anyway yes, then we went to watch mi3 it was not too bad, just that it was pretty noisy. Then we went to eat pepper lunch. AHAHHA. We were being crazy in there. Yup then i had to rush home like REALLY rush. AHH, sam if youre reading this, DO YOU WANT THE SHIRT? hahah you trashbag woman. HEH HEH. Kidding. I think its nice okay. HAHA, yes anyway i was supposed to meet viv to see her bimbo look haha. Okay kidding there as well. Yes then i went home.
Then today was training. It was good, but coach is leaving us in 2 trainings. THATS BAD. Its like ahhh dont talk about it. Theres a rv match next week hahah. Monday or thursday. HEH HEH all the best to b div! I LOVE COACH AND MY TEAMMATES! HEH HEH

2006-05-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

Hey today is a bad day. Got damn drenched. Caught a cold now. AHHHHHHH One more paper left!! AHHAH. YES MAN

studying with polly on poling day

2006-05-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

TODAY was quite productive. HAHA, i had geog tuition in the afternoon, (grace don't mock) yes then went to copthrone's bus stop to wait for polly. I met polly on poling day. HAH, anyway, i waited for her for 30 min then she came. She didnt finish her compo. Hah, anyway yes then we went to esplanade to study. The library wasn't open so we went to this my humble house thing! Its damn cute, i shall upload the photo when i get it from her camera like phone. Its like outside the shop and it only operates at 6+ Then we got chased away at 6+. We wanted to eat in ther. But their chicken rice was like 18 and sharks fin 38 or sth. Yes, so we went out. HAHA. We went to raffles city to eat. They have that fried mars bars shop there. So we sat there and ate. HAHA. Damn funny we saw gays. Yup, then alot of hilarious things happened like how she saved my sauce from dripping on my jeans. Fun day. HAHA. We bought cute notebooks (polly, shhhh) HAHA. Yup, i'm eating yam now. Tastes quite nice. Yup, i forgot to call clara. Sorry dear.
PICS!
This is polly , eating her hotdog. HAHA

lit sucked as much

2006-05-05T08:32:00.000-07:00

TODAY's paper was bad. Once again, i misinterpreted the question. Grandfather clock become person. AHH. Damn, i need to start doing my geog notes and science and math practice. I cannot afford to feel this way man. I must blog like"today's paper was okay" not bad. HEH HEH. I can't wait for the exams to fly over and done with. Then we can party! Haha. I must study for now.
I always misinterpret my lit essays. I bet it was due to jolena's sniffing. HAH. Yup, bye for now.
Its finally a friday.

2006-05-04T14:20:00.000-07:00

Okay i'm really afraid of failing my subjects and i think i'm going to fail my chinese, i'm serious. I really dont know what the heck they were talking about. All i knew was my eyes were going to shut. I already lost 16 marks from my blanks. Perfect! I'm studying for my lit now. Hopefully everything would be fine. At subway, me and genelle just love the cookies! HAHA. Yes. I studied here yesterday too and the people must be like wth you guys again. HEH. But who cares man. I really studied alot of science and math. I want an A, is it possible? :( Heh. But anway, i must start studying, I can't wait for midyrs to just end so i can go out with my friends. HAZEL! zara tops shopping eh? HAHA. Hazel should i blog about what your mum said about you. NO i shan't. Haha, i'm nice afterall. After being mean to you for so many days. HEH. Collecting class shirt tmr i hope. Then i have tuition again, math. Then sat got geog tuition. Dont mock me okay. I neeeed geog tuition. Heh heh. To end the failures.
I love the song came to the rescue lots, and grace is so lousy, she doesn't know how to tag in school. HAHA. (:
Studying time.
Sigh
BYE!

after softball match

2006-04-29T00:38:00.000-07:00

TODAY, is a nice day. HAHA. I woke up early to get ready to go to turf city. I cabbed down with my sis, and walked in muddy grass. EWWWW. My dunks were dirty. But neverless, i carried on, okay sounds cliche. Anyway, yes Crescent Softball won! Congrats to them, they played well. I don't really get the game so i'm not very sure who played better and stuff but at least i clapped VERY loudly during the prize presentation. The freaking sun was so hot! Everyone was so hot okay, then sijing kept drinking my water, and i drank my sis's too. HEH, but a bit only. Yup, i went to eat pepper lunch at town after that and went home. Town is boring me out. I want to go out and study later. Heh, and i'm getting new shirts too! WHOOHOO. Hahah, okay dont blame me, i'm hyper. I pity those who had to go back to school to sit for their paper after the match, all the best! I cant wait to get my ass out of the house. I bought new clips!!! HAHA.
Yesterday's paper was okay, at least i knew what to write about! HAHA. Nanthini calls me densie, ARGH. Cos i typed wrongly. :( But anyway, i think i should go make myself a drink now. ITS HOT IN HERE. Even with the thing on.

pepper lunch

2006-04-26T03:38:00.000-07:00

Today is a pretty frustrating day. Things happened. I think its really very wrong. Hmmm, if i were her, i dont want people to do that to me. Anyway, i think i was being damn hardworking today, i was paying attention in all lessons, except sleeping in cme. Heh heh. Then during lit mass lecture i was paying full attention except for nevermind. HAHA. Then after lecture supposed to run, but i didnt bring pe shirt and it was raining vegetables and pies, so i decided not to run. Went to eat pepper lunch with steph, ate 2. I'm broke, seriously broke okay. AHHHH. I'm so sad. Going to study tmr. Thats hot! Quoted. Yup, i cant wear my dunks to school which makes me real sad. Luckily candice is bringing me 2 bars tmr for me to be on my save money campaign. Hmmm, i'm desperate for donations, maybe i should open something like polly's ppf. HAHAHAH, so hilarious. Anyway, i just gotta save. Sigh. Will money just drop from the sky? Like rain. I wish

2006-04-24T04:43:00.000-07:00

I'm sketching now. Bored and sleepy. Thats all. (:

after a tired day

2006-04-24T04:36:00.000-07:00

I'm sketching now. Bored and sleepy. Thats all. (:

2006-04-23T06:27:00.000-07:00

I just ate mango, so sour and disgusting, but i had to eat them up. Hmmm, today math tuition was fun. HEH. Then went to eat sakae with my sister, so nice. We had some sukiyaki beef thing. HAHAH, she treated so i didnt stand on ceremony. Heh, then went to church. I like crystal's shoes, goodness their cute. But i shant be flirtatious cos now i like my dunks. HEH, its my friend and i love it. HAAH, my mom doesnt want me to take the risk of wearing them to school :( I'm so sad, i have to part with my friend. Okay, i'm being stupid again. Anyway, yes i shall post a picture of my friend here. HAHAHAH!

new dunks, mom's bday

2006-04-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today's my mom's birthday. HEH. I gave her that strawberry thing. She likes it. Oh no, she says i have to go off now. I bought new nike dunks today. Love it. HAAHAH. OK, so there! will blog again.

2006-04-21T04:02:00.000-07:00

GENELLE BEING HILARIOUS AND CUTE, for once. HEH.

Aisah sure loves us! HAHAHA. WE LOVE US. HAHHA.

went to holland v to study

2006-04-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

I just came back from holland v. Went to study with aisah and genelle, ate swensens for lunch, then studied at coffee bean. I bought a strawberry body polish scrub thing from the body shop, for myself, but since its my mom's birthday and i havent got her anything, i'm giving her that. :( Its like really nice smelling and colored. I'm eating good food today! AHHAHA, i'm just soooo hyper now. Went to the fos shop, saw lotsa nice shirts, planning to get one. But my bag is the priority. HEH HEH. So yes, i'm like freaking on a save money campaign, i myself wonder how long it can last, one or two days. HAHA. Pe was like fun, played captains ball and my team won. YAY. Yup then after that played crocodile with genelle, steph addy, zoey, huiwei, yingmin, aiyah so many. Yup, so so so fun. Zoey was being very hilarious, she take the ball run run run like damn pro, then cannot throw, damn funny okay. Maybe i shouldnt be laughing, i'm a netballer after all. BUT HAHAHAHHA. It was really superb funny then me and wei just laughed on the floor. HEH. But it was quite fun just that i wasnt feeling too well.
Sj if youre reading: Cheer up dude! SMILE LIKE YOU USED TO. Not plastic ones alright.

at home

2006-04-20T03:26:00.000-07:00

A continue of just now, heh. After studying, we went to shop around that not so boring place. Saw lotsa nice stuff. Then we went to body shop, that genelle go and knock into the sign board then drop. I tell you me and aisah wanted to ignore genelle okay. She like a siao ting tong. Whole day okay. Go out with her want to die, but fun. HEH. Tmr again eh? Anyone wants to come? HAHA, just kidding man. I must see whether i want to go, i want to get my body polish. HEH. Anyway thats all!

in harbourfront macs

2006-04-19T23:24:00.000-07:00

Today is such a nice day. No pbl, no chinese lessons, no massrun. Heh, actually i want to run mass run, unlike UNFIT sj. HEH. At harbourfront macs with genelle and aisah now, studying soon, so take the time to blog before being a nerd. Hmmm, i got lotsa work to do, the number of test papers. Crescent's and tuition's. But thats making me like math better. Genelle's being idiotic as usual. Me and aisah wants to ignore her. Heh heh. She's being lame again, wth. Anyway i got a demerit today, hmmm, i think i deserved it. HEH. But anyway, vivian gave me gummies, and i think i've to give her again tmr. HAHA. I finished it up in a jiffy. I'm eating Mc Chicken now, so nice. HEH. My wallet's dying, so my dear addy's getting me a new one. I'm sorry denise loh if youre ever reading my blog, i forgot to bring your present, tmr's a sure thing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE! not me okay, dont get it wrong. Genelle's braggng about how nice her graph paper is, goodness me. So there!

new skin

2006-04-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA, today is a fun day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIKKI! Hope you liked the stuff in DHL parcel, if you would ever read my blog. Haha, thanks to addy for freakingly not bringing Nikki's present, heh. Anyway, school was kinda fun today, math and everything. Hmmm, after school followed steph and genelle to visit their friend then went with genelle to harbour macs to study, quite bad experience. HEH. Not really la eh genelle. Hmmm, yes. I have a new skin, it looks better than my old one lots. HAHA. And iylia! If you're reading, why you never dance! TSK. Two dances ok. Cheater man, sorry i didnt run with you la! Was busy chionging. HAHA, i'll do so tmr. If i see you. Heh heh. And VIVI, thanks for buying gummies for me, and i'm getting it tmr! WHOOHOO. What did i do yesterday, hmmmmm. Oh yes, my darling shiny went to wheelock with me to purchase stuffs, haha, so happy. Thanks shiny! Then i went for tuition, loves it. HAHA, then went home with chel. Yup, hmmm, what did i do the day before, oh i blogged about it already. HAHAH, hyper me, tmr is homec test, hmmm (: Must start trying out now, before i screw it up tmr. I'm really happy today. No worries anymore! She's forgotten! YEAH.

in lido macs

2006-04-17T02:08:00.000-07:00

HAHAHHA. Today is a happy happy day again, the only sad thing is that there's no training. Hmmm, me and shyan were looking for gifts for lotsa people. HAHA. Steph, shyan and I spent 1 hour + in borders, thanks to steph. THANKS AH. Okay yes then we went to cedele, then end up only i eat, then we go macs steph eating fan-tastic. HAHAH, today is a super happy day. HAHAHHAHAH, okay i'm crazy la. BOUGHT LOTSA PRESENTS. I bought this freaking cute mechanical pencil from paperchase. I better start doing my homework now. Gosh. Its Nikki's birthday in 2 days. REMEMBER TO BUY HER PRESENT. I bought already. HAAHAH.

2006-04-14T07:46:00.000-07:00

OH I'M home. Tired as usual, eyes closing. I have lotsa pics! haha. nice ones okay! I'll just upload one (: to keep the excitement eh steph! hahha!
Met aisah and genelle at the face shop, then me steph and them went to taka, then aisah and gen left, then we went shopping. In the end steph bought a polka dot tshirt dress, which will be uploaded in time to come! AHHA, her church was kinda fun, enjoyed! THANKS.

ME AND STEPH IN PRETTY DRESSES

2006-04-13T23:53:00.000-07:00

Its raining super heavily ok, then the lightning pom pom pom, such a nice weather to sleep, but feeling quite down, when i keep remembering those scenes, ANYWAY, i'm going to meet aisah and genelle like later 4+ at town, then go to steph's church for a musical. I was studying like for freaking long 2 hours non stop. Math and Geog. I sure need to buck up. Cant wait to get out of the house. SO IN THE MEAN TIME, i shall blog then sleep. I left my watch in school, i feel a little weird without it. Ahhhh, what should i do man. Ta!

If i just stop thinking that way, nothing will or would have happened!

carnival

2006-04-13T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today I was looking forward to carnival, although it was among ourselves, we still had a tough fight with the snrs and captain underpants, which is the other half of b div. Yeah, my team managed to emerged 2nd after losing to the seniors. Hmmm, I sort of learnt lessons through today's play. Hopefully i'll continue to improve. Esp Jingyi! She played very well, Sanda and aisah too! To name a few, HEH. Hmmm, tmr's like good friday heh i want to go out, maybe cathay, waiting for fy's thing. Hmmm, after trng i left at about 640, got no time to change, cos i was supposed to meet sj for dinner. HEH. So tiring, we ate cafe cartel and the pig her ate her belgian chocolate, she caught unwanted attention. AHAH. Anyway, then we walked around aimlessly. HEH, then i went to meet my mom then i went home with my mom. So sleepy now. Cartel's food wasnt that good. Cash flow in please.

2006-04-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today's training was like fun, kinda slack. I still owe the team 3 suicides, shit i forgot to do it. Crap, there's a carnival on thursday and i think i'll do it after. HEH. Yup, my new bag is freaking heavy and big, have to get a new one soon. Perhaps tmr. Wednesday i got tuition, damn sad can. HAHA. But i freaking need it. I just found out this news and i'm freaking sad about it. SHIT la, how can it be. No one knows anything about it. HEH, secret. Its so obvious and i'm feeling it. ANYWAY, luckily i had sj to lend me her fbts, or i'll be fbtless. I threw mine away. JUST WHAT WAS I THINKING ABOUT. Maybe i was affected by that same issue, i'm really very affected. I dont seem, no one knows, but i do. Shit. Maybe i should try to stop myself from doing anything. HEH. Anyway, i cant wait for my sister to get her butt back home. Argh.

funfair

2006-04-08T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today's funfair was KIND OF fun. Our games stall was like shit. HAHA, as in it broke and everything. But who cares, OVER! HAHAH. Yeah, i played the sponge splatter with shyan addy and steph until our whole nb shirt got. SHUCKS. HAHA, mine's in bleech now, hopefully can come out. Tsk man. Anyway, i need a bag desperately, i think i'll get the black one first, hopefully someone can get me the huge puma one. HAHA. Yeah, i bought a necklace from the track stall and i love it. HEH. Yup yesterday i was so high, went to meet my aunt to shop. Bought lotsa Zara stuff, and a mango top and lots more. Heh, i need cash now. Crap, going to get my stuff on tues! YAY. Haha, today i asked joanne to go sit gyrospin then i saw her red undies, then me and her friend, nanthini i think yeah, WERE LAUGHING. It was horribly hilarious, I went for the fortune thing, and my gypsy was being so nice. HAHA. The worst thing that happened today is that i was outta my mind, and threw my fbts and towel down the freaking chute. SHIT MAN. Need to go get new one tmr. I'm so mad. So there! Ordered a cup for Aisah, the words were horrid, so pissed. But hope she likes it, MY INSPIRATION. Hazel, Nikki, Fangying Addy Jo and I we were on the mini viking and were screaming like siao. HAHA, we were just being like super stupid. I didnt go for the 7 bucks rides, waste of money. I went for the not so scary haunted house, it was okay la actually, but didnt expect it to be so short. Yup, overall the funfair was okay. Last thing to add, I think my memory's like a dory now, thanks to the influence by tracy HAHA.

2006-04-06T05:49:00.000-07:00

Today's training was kinda fun, the steps and everything! Hahah, we ran around the school after it started drizzling at the canal. Tsk man. Anyway, messed up Janeen's hair again, was it today? I think so, ahha. ANYWAY, yeah, two more days to the funfair, HAH, cant wait. Tmr must stay back to do the gamestall. Okay cool. Hmmm we got our netball shirt already, PLAIN but nice. HAHA, getting our class shirt soon. Krystle says the netball shirt was nice, then i was like then it should be nice, then she said it was nice cos she designed it. Then i was like okay... Cos i already have the design. BUT anyway, its nice what. Thanks Krystle. HAHA, got small miniature carnival on thursday, hopefully can bond well. Hmmm, then joanne was being funny during passes and stuff. AHAHAHA, fun day la. Except got reall pissed with her in the morning. I cant wait for tracy to get the photos man. WHOOHOO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING FIFI! VICE CAPT!

went town and did games stall thing

2006-04-05T05:07:00.000-07:00

Today is sister's day according to my really sweet sister. Hahah, she bought me a bag of famous amos cookies with a little letter. Heh, unexpected, she's not that nice normally though. Hmmm, anyway i just drank a water tank. Haha, we did our games stall today. Very rush and tiring. Ms Seow sent us to town to get the paints and we went to eat (: Then we had a freaking hard time searching for her car. Heh, then after finding it, we went back to school to continue. Then i went to meet polly, she was doing sth. HEH. You will be fine, then met sj then we went to coffeebean to eat MUDPIE and a kids size pure chocolate, we gave sj this syruped water, heh. We talked then went home. Supposed to meet tracy but its too late and creepy, HAI. Vj is attractive man. Hmmm, thats all. Training tmr! Can't wait man. So there!

training

2006-04-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

Training was pretty tiring. But I persevered on, hopefully, HEH. Hmmm, today was a fun but tiring day. AND I DONT WISH TO SAY ANYTHING ANYMORE. so BYE.

stressed out

2006-03-31T00:08:00.000-08:00

After talking to my friend about those stuff that happened, i will just remember all those misery i suffered at that time. Did they even care? Why am I like so nice all of a sudden, didnt i promise myself stuff? I really dont understand why I behaved that way last time. But I know I cant bear HUGE grudges, but ahhhhh its so vexing. I hate thinking about it, but i just have to face it. Thanks for being so insprational. I'm really tired of the world. What has it become. Out of jealousy, betrayal. Thanks alot. I shouldnt trust anyone anymore. Just to save myself from misery. After realising their wrong, they try to make it up. Is that what good friends are for. I disagree. I really dont want to get myself anymore unmemorable memories. I really dont like to keep things to myself, but sometimes when i want to tell someone, I would need to consider whether i can trust them. Why cant I just say, cos I cant trust people anymore. Thanks to those friends who really care for me, i love you guys trucks.
Crez awards was kinda boring. Thanks to the guest performers, hmmm it wasnt that bad actually. Heh. Went home after school, then went to hazel's house, then to school. I guess i was being lame. Heh. Then on the train ride was so sleepy. Now also. So late :( Anyway, went to eat supper with my mum then went home. Really tiring. Yeah, recently so many stuff happened. Trying to digest it.
If we are the body - Casting Crowns

It's Crowded In Worship Today
As She Slips In
Trying To Fade Into The Faces
The Girls Teasing Laughter
Is Carrying Farther Than They Know
Farther Than The Know
But if We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Arm Reaching
Why Aren't His Hands Healing
Why Aren't His Word Teaching
And If We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Feet Going
Why Is His Love Not Showing
Then There Is A Way
There Is A Way
A Traveler Is Far Away From Home
His Sheds His Coat
And Quietly Sinks Into The Back Row
The Weight Of Their Judgement
And Glances Tell Him
That His ChancesAre Better Off On The Road
But if We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Arm Reaching
Why Aren't His Hands Healing
Why Aren't His Word Teaching
And If We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Feet Going
Why Is His Love Not Showing
Then There Is A Way
Jesus Paid Much To High A Price
For Us To Pick and Choose
Who Should Come
And We Are The Body Of Christ
But if We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Arm Reaching
Why Aren't His Hands Healing
Why Aren't His Word Teaching
And If We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Feet Going
Why Is His Love Not Showing
Then There Is A Way
If We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Arm Reaching
Why Aren't His Hands Healing
Why Aren't His Word Teaching
And If We Are The Body
Why Aren't His Feet Going
Why Is His Love Not Showing
Then There Is A Way
Jesus Is The Way!!

physical was tiring

2006-03-30T06:24:00.000-08:00

We had one hour of physical today. It was tiring and DIRTY. Haha, we like did it at the rotunda. Hmm, tmr got crez awards. Hahah. yeah, i feel bored to blog. Post some nice pics. (:

went shopping

2006-03-29T03:25:00.000-08:00

Today was fun! School wasn't as boring. Haha, just that I couldnt really understand certain math problems. Hmmm, after school, went to marina with my friends. We ate changing appetites! We spent about fifty bucks. The four of us, luckily i remembered I was a member. Hahha, that was when we spent 45. Hah. When me and Fangying saw a shop, we were screaming and screaming. We love it, and I want to buy the wallet. Maybe when I go out with sj then i'll get it. Anyway, cheng yee was being lame. Hahha, fangying kept going into bookstores, it was times, then MPH. Haha, then me candice and chengyee were like GRRRR. Hahah, we went to check out alot of things! And my conclusion, i want that red and blue adidas bag. Its so nice, although people may not like the colour, I do! And its kinda unique so. Yeah. Fangying and I tried on Zara clothes while they just waited. I tried this shorts so cute, and stripy but it was freaking big and i couldnt fit. Cant i just grow fatter, OMG. Yes, then after that, we laughed and laughed then went home. I changed my skin, too sick of the other. Quite screwed though, but who cares! Hha. Hmm, cant wait to go out!!! Hmmm, yeah thats all. Training tmr, 100% effort.

after training

2006-03-27T03:57:00.000-08:00

Miss Lin finally belongs to B div 06/07. Although we dont know what will happen, we will cherish the times spent with her, and really train hard as a team. Today's trng was okay. Just that very pissed that we cant run tanglin!!! Grrr, but ms lin will go talk to mr loh, we'll too! Hopefully we can run again. Its like a routine we cant miss! Hmmm, but training's not going to be as fun anymore, its time to serious ourselves down and think for our future. We said all our goals and stuff, i really cried mentally and phsically. B div 0607, here I come. Committed to everything, disciplined, and all it takes. (: There's dance tmr! And i know it'll turn out good. Cos we worked for it. I'm eating b&js icecream now. Feel like trying the melon icecream steph keeps eating until she flu. But no cash at the moment. SO i shall wait :( so ther!

dance

2006-03-22T03:42:00.000-08:00

Today was a long and tiring day, had math retest after school, then had dance practice. Wow, super tiring, we're like still not done when the test's like next week. And we all got freakingly no time to meet up. Shit, maybe we'll just try sunday, I mean we gotta do story board and everything! Goodness. Time consuming. But the dance is coming along la. We need to decide on clothes and everything. Goshhhhh. Hmm, there's training tmr and i'm so tired. But i gotta put in effort level 8 every training, or higher, thats the disciplinary actions i took against myself. Hah, i think that day everyone didnt stretch properly after the star jumps. Horrendous, cos we were too interested in the food coach brought from taiwan for us. It was delicious. (said it cos if she read my blog i die), gtg! So there.

training, then town

2006-03-18T05:20:00.000-08:00

dont feel like saying much. MOOD=bad. Hmmm, i'll upload pictures thats all.

trng was slack

2006-03-17T03:15:00.000-08:00

we are cute! HAHA. the flying one is cool. CAMERAWOMAN COME TMR!!!!

Just bathed. Went for training and it was kinda slack. Thanks Joanne! Haha. Hmmm, then took alot of pics, actually not alot. Haha. Tmr we are taking more. Oh goodness, we're having trng tmr, AGAIN. Thats bad. Hmmm, after trng i went to wheelock to meet estella, then we sold the tickets to her friend. Then i went home. Thats all for today. I want to buy that le coq sportif bag, but genelle says aisah chop black. WTH. Whatever I shall get my blue and red adidas one, its 90 cents cheaper. Just that it isnt glossy. Hai. I kinda like the blue one.

Please dont be so childish, thanks.

went town with shi han

2006-03-16T04:38:00.000-08:00

Just ate my dinner, it was fabulous. Today was a horribly nice day! Shi Han picked me up in a taxi and we went to Taka. Hmmm, we ate at coffee bean, she ordered some disgusting potato salad which she didnt even finish 1/2. She criticised my spaghetti, but in the end eat so much. After that, we walked around and bought lotsa stuff for joanne, and myself. She didnt buy much. We went to plaza sing to get a cad to suntec. Haha. Then we went to see rsh mall, they dont have the bag i want, ANYMORE. Shit man, but anyway, i think i should be contented with what i have. Hmmm, then we ate at ichiban boshi and the waiter was being so slow. Goodness. Then we went to BIRD. Nice. Then we walked through city link and up to raffles. Went to rsh again. I think i'm gonna get nice dunks. Cant wear slippers and i'm freaking sad. Hmmm. Then from raffles we cabbed to bugis. We went to drink the super nice thai iced tea!!! Its really nice. Go try guys. Then we walked around and got freakingly bored so we went to the national library. Did some math then went home. It was a tiring day as my freaking pumps were giving me pain. :( Today was indeed a tiring but enjoyable day. (: Essay writing man. Hmm, theres trng tmr, then meeting luke. Hai Oh then going for jap dinner AND BOWLING. Shyan, I miss you! Haha, glad to see you happy again. Or else i'm helpless. Take care. TAG.

addy's house, phone with shyan

2006-03-14T04:33:00.000-08:00

Oh my goodness, lets go watch this show, shyan. Haha, and my other buddys like hazel and gang. Haha. Okay, these recent happenings are driving me crazy. All you guys, firstly, tag my board, secondly, you guys must stay strong. Dont ruin ANY relation/friendships okay? Haha. Xin Shyan, lets go buy Zara pants. They are super nice right. Shorts la actually. Okay so there. Need to go call shyan. Haha.

fangying's house

2006-03-12T20:36:00.000-08:00

HEY GUYS, I'M GOING TO UPLOAD SOME HORRIBLY CUTE PICTURES. HAHAHA, MY DEAREST PRETTYS, DONT BE UNHAPPY, HATE IT, YEAH?

nice day

2006-03-12T04:37:00.000-08:00

today was a great but tiring day. I woke up late, 820 then rushed to sac. Sermon was kinda boring. But i should learn how to listen. I think it was more of the coldness. I was freezing boy. Then after that, I went to eat roti prata with my mom at raffles city. It was super nice. Hmmm, then we shopped around at marina and raffles. Then we went to pan pacific to eat a 7 bucks eclair and mocktail and coffee. We hanged out at that lounge. It was really quiet and nice. Suitable for doing homework. After that, we walked round marina again. Quite messy, dont like marina. Waited like freaking long for the bus but it just wouldnt come. So went all the way to city hall mrt to take to dhoby ghaut to meet clara. We shopped around then went to town. Due to time constraint by me, haha we rushed down to town. I saw a Zara shirt i love. If a kind soul would tag my board and offer to buy it for me. Hmmm, then we went to pacific plaza, thats where clara bought a pretty paul frank shirt. JULIUS. Haha. Glad she liked it. We ate pepper lunch althought it was dinner, then took a bus home.

SHYAN, IF YOURE READING THIS, I GOT THE LATEST ISSUE OF JUICE. I SENSE JEALOUSLY.HAHAH.

saturday

2006-03-11T03:09:00.001-08:00

Had tuition today in the morning. Then went home to make two trays of chocolates. Yummy, then i went to look at houses. It was not too bad, then my mom wanted to watch a movie, so i'm here trying to find a nice movie, if anyone of you guys have nice introductions. TELL ME! so i dont have to find one. Hmmm, its holidays. Finally.

PAPILLIOS

2006-03-08T05:34:00.000-08:00

Today was kinda relaxed, didnt do much. Stayed back for math and prayer time. Hopefully God will answer our prayers. Hmmm, then after that, Steph and I went to town to try on the papillios! They were great! Haha. I really like the flower stiched one, yeah. My size is like 39, haha, shocking eh. Then we had sakae buffet, gosh, I was so darn full. But we paid 30 plus, and ate 3460 worth of products. Haha. Yeah then went home. Still pondering about the slippers and everything. Oh man, I must decide! There's training tmr, disciplinary time. Haha. Cant wait. Anyway, I'm really tired now and i want to rest. Haha. Congrats to the hockey team! (:

in shyan's house

2006-03-07T00:42:00.000-08:00

I went to shyan's house after school. We went to the village's cold storage to get noodles, ribs which cost 1.79, campbelle soup and the new paper HAHA. Yeah, then went to shyan's house to cook them. It was really filling. I think my culinary skills are failing, the noodles tasted really bad. Suprisingly the campbelle soup that shyan cooked was nice (: Note the suprisingly. Haha, teh ribs were nice too, just a little to steep the price. Yeah, we had dance test today, i got distinction. Yeah. Oh yes for those cheerers who cheered me up, thanks guys (:

yes, about that thing. thanks for giving, but i really need time to get over stuff. i'm really not a machine, when someone presses up i go up, and when someone presses down, i'll have to go down. but i'll try.

feeling bad

2006-03-06T02:04:00.000-08:00

I feel freaking betrayed. I feel that i was so cheated, treating people so well and everything. In the end all i get is hurt, hurt and more hurt. I dont know what's come into me, but i just feel so darn bad. What is this world all about, where you purposely do things to certain people and not to some others. Please. Its not very nice, its super annoying. Okay, i really feel like breaking down, but can I? No, maybe i was too guillable, getting hurt time and time again. I really feel like just breaking off communications with the world. Goodness, what have people become. I just feel so pissed at people. Irritans, i really regret doing whatever i did for anyone. Totally. I'm promising myself not to get myself hurt anymore. I dont care if they feel hurt, anymore. I just want to be happy, not getting hurt again and again. I feel so used. You didnt make me hurt behind my back, but openly. Thanks alot kid. Please Lord, tell me what i should do, to let me get rid of these hurts. I really cannot take it anymore. Dont look at me just on the outside. But try to understand the freaking pains i'm going through, all stuck in me. Who can i share all these with, all they'll do is console. Or worst, spread. I dont want that. I really dont know who i can really trust and rely on.
Today had training and went to eat at fep with the team, then went to heeren to meet people. Then went home. Dont feel like elaborating much.
Thanks for making my day freaking miserable, Thanks alot.

after shopping with crystal

2006-03-04T23:05:00.000-08:00

Hey hello. Just came home from tuition and shopping with crystal at bugis, we went to the new place , icon. It seemed very creepy at first but after going up it was okay. There are like 5 levels in total, not counting the rooftop. I think its a condo actually but someone bought it over and converted it into a shopping place. The shops are freaking small but quite nice clothes they have. We bought a couple of items then headed to have our lunch. Tuition was kinda okay just that it was kinda slow. Hmmm, i met bernice on the bus that day. She was like saying they gave us that half day. Haha. I agree. Then we are having training. Hmmm, yesterday went town with hazel and shyan then shyan bought pretty pumps from tangs. Hmmm, gotta go bathe, seeya!

in school

2006-03-03T17:33:00.000-08:00

Hey hello. Having science now, i am like super lucky i did not fail. Passed by a few marks. I got a B4. Thats better than a fail. Like mom's not gonna kill me. Hmmm, going out later, to town with Xinshyan and Hazel to be a body guard for Xin Shyan. We're going to buy clothes from everywhere. Then we'll come back to school to meet our parents. Hmmm, yesterday's training was quite fun. I think i pulled my leg muscle, really painful. Yup, then after that i went home all alone so sad but who cares. Oh yes, i went for a piano and violin concert on wednesday night, luckily i could msg people. THANKS FOR KEEPING ME COMPANY. HAHAHA. If you'll ever read my blog. Haha. Okay i better be a nerd and pay attention. So there!

Casting Crowns -Who Am I

2006-03-01T18:29:00.001-08:00

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours I am Yours
Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours I am Yours

Casting Crowns -Who Am I

2006-03-01T18:29:00.000-08:00

i knew it today is a better day

2006-02-28T01:55:00.000-08:00

Hey. Today was indeed a much better day. There was dance and it was fun, with all the groovy moves and everything. (: It cheered me up a little, as I was kinda depressed. (You should know why) Yup, there was no mass run :( But on the other hand was great as i could get the Casting Crowns album from Adeline R L. I love Who am I. Its so meaningful i'll post the lyrics on later. Haha. After school I ate with shyan in school then went to city hall area with sab to eat Long Johns. Then went around Raffles City telling her what i long for my birthday. Haha.

Two more days C div.